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@#*%#$% [19 Aug 2005|05:39am] [ mood | -- Only a God like You -- ] [ music | -- With You -- ] Magulo man ang isip at puso ko, two things are for sure: I will obey You, and I wont feel bitter about my obedience. "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11 "Set you mind on things above, not on earthly things." Colossians 3:2 "And now I will show you the most excellent way... Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres." 1 Corinthians 13 Lord, help me get through these. 5 commented| comment?

Isa-isa lang kasi [16 Aug 2005|01:23pm] [ mood | busy ] J: Pagpray mo ko. Ang dami kong gagawin. D: Isa-isa lang kasi, pupunta ka pa sa... J: Onga eh.. Sa isip ko, patungo sayo Lahat ng di masabi Basahin mo na lang sa aking mata Pati ang pagod na di mahawi Marami lang talagang dapat asikasuhin Di bale, andami namang magandang alaala Baon sila, sa puso ko'y kipkip Muli akong susuong sa mundo kong sumisikip. 1 commented| comment?

W.A.I.T [16 Aug 2005|07:13am] [ mood | -- i feel gorgeous -- ] maghintay wait no rush wag magmadali dahan-dahan slow down take it slow breath inhale...exhale... dub, DUB, dub, DUB ============== IKAW, araw-araw lalo kitang minamahal. Pero hindi dapat kalimutan ang paghihintay. Wala namang rason para magmadali. Pasensya ka na...Hindi na muna...Kahit gusto man natin...Wag mo lang kakalimutang mahal na mahal kita. 1 commented| comment?

And Yet... [12 Aug 2005|02:16pm] [ mood | -- giddy yah -- ] [ music | All for Love -- United Hillsongs ] Have you ever caught yourself looking back, regretting an unfortunate decision? "If only I had not done that." "If only I had said no!" There is an "if only for every mistake that you have made. Almost everyone gives in to the urge to say, "if only." But when you dwell on the past, you live in a world of broken pieces, frustrations and defeat. What happened is history and cannot be changed. There are two words that can make all the difference. Instead of dwelling on "if onlys," accept the consequence and look to a brighter future by adding the words "and yet." Joseph was sold into slavery by his brothers. He could have easily lived in a world of broken dreams. But Joseph majored on the "and yets." He believed God could take a failure and turn it into a victory. Are you tempted to dwell on the past saying, "If only?" When you say, "If only," you despair of God's bringing good out of a difficult situation. "And yet" helps you focus on what God can bring out of a tough one. Today Can Be Different (from Harold Sala, Just for Today) ================ Alam kong nahihirapan na KAYO. Kapit lang. Matatapos din to. Araw-araw ko kayong pinagdarasal. Hindi man ako makatulong sa inyo, alam kong hindi tayo pababayaan ni Lord. ================ Bata ka, mag-aral ka nang mabuti. Wag mong kalimutan kung sino ka. Wag mong kalimutang mahal ka Nya. Walang iwanan. Ikaw, sya, at Sya. comment?

tikom [01 Aug 2005|10:14am] [ mood | -- trying hard to keep sane -- ] [ music | The voices inside my head ] Naiintindihan kita. Kung alam mo lang kung gano kasakit din sakin na nakikita kang nahihirapan dahil sa aming dalawa. Pero anong magagawa ko, kahit kami pinilit naming iwasan tong sitwasyon na to. Pero talagang mahal namin ang isat isa. Siguro nga, paraan Nya to para lumakas ang pagkakaibigan natin. Sana lang...sana andyan ako para damayan ka. Sana naging honest ka para sumbatan ako. Sana naging kaibigan ako nung kailangan mo ng dadamay sayo. Sana kahit weirdo yung sitwasyon, naging totoo tayo. Naiintindihan kita. Naiintindihan mo din ba kami? Naiintindihan mo ba ako? Hindi na mahalaga. Patuloy naming ibibigay ang panahon na kailangan mo. Hanggang maghilom na ang lahat ng sugat, at maintindihan natin nang buo ang sitwasyong to. 1 commented| comment?

To many things to do, to many things to say [31 Jul 2005|12:56pm] [ mood | waiting for the proper tym ] [ music | Ordinary People - John Legend ] Warla! Ang dami kong gustong sabihin at ikwento pero hindi pa rin makahanap ng oras para mag-update. Ano ba kasing nangyayari sa body clock ko?? ========================= Ordinary People by John Legend Boy im in love with you This ain't the honeymoon Past the infatuation phase Right in the thick of love At times we get sick of love It seems like we argue everyday I know i misbehaved And you made your mistakes And we both got room left to grow And though love sometimes hurts I still put you first And we'll make this thing work But I think we should take it slow We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cuz we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow This ain't a movie no No fairy tale conclusion ya'll It gets more confusing everyday Sometimes it's heaven sent We head back to hell again We kiss and we make up on the way I hang up you call We rise and we fall And we feel just like walking away But as our love advances We take second chances Though it's not a fantasy I Still want you to stay We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cuz we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow Take it slow Maybe we'll live and learn Maybe we'll crash and burn Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave, maybe you'll return Maybe you'll never find Maybe we won't survive But maybe we'll grow You never know baby youuuu and I We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cuz we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy) We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cuz we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh) This time we'll take it slow =========== IKAW, maraming salamat sa linggong to. From now on, hindi na magiging contradicting ang attitude sa behavior ko. ^_^ Basta wag mo lang kakalimutan, mahal kita. comment?

left-eyed Joy [14 Jul 2005|06:18am] [ mood | --world peace--- ] [ music | tilaok ni manok ] Nagpaopera na ako kahapon! Oo na, fine, tama na ang pagpapanggap na healthy ako. Kapag may isang sugat na inooperahan at nakikita mo yun, tingin pa lang alam mong masakit na. Just imagine kung mismong nasa paligid ng mata mo yung inooperahan at nakikita ng mata mo ang dagsa ng needle, blade, at iba pang naglalakihang tools na papunta sa kanya...tingnan ko lang kung di matunaw ang taba mo sa lahat ng yon. bah, nadehydrate talaga ako! Ang init ng mukha ko kaka-iyak! Nasan ang anaesthesia? Ayun, 5-6 times inulit-ulit tinurok dahil kulang! hahaha! At kamusta namana ng tugtog habang hinihiwa-hiwa at nilalapirot ang mata ko? "...when I'm feeling sad, I just think of my favorite things, and then I dont feel so bad..." "The hills are alive, with the sound of music..." hahaha! Pero keri lang ang lahat ng bagay, I thought of the things that makes me happy and I felt less of the pain. Salamat sa mga kaibigan na nagdasal para sakin. Salamat sa nanay at tatay ko na kahit mahirap ang buhay ay nagbigay pa rin ng pampa-opera. Salamat kay Lord at kay Danci na present sa operasyon. Sana makajogging na ko next week...haaaay.... 5 commented| comment?

All day NOW! [02 Jul 2005|08:09am] [ mood | -- hapi hapi hapi - ] [ music | All Day Now - Hillsongs ] Joy: Tinanong ko nga kay Lord, "Lord, kailangan bang lahat isurrender ko?" Him: Oo Joy: Lahat as in pati...friendship? Him: (nods) Lord, Bigla na lang naging claro ang lahat. Salamat at sayo pa rin pala ang friendship na to. Please give us the grace to wait on You. Thank you for allowing us to keep the friendship. All Day [Hillsongs United] I don't care what they say about me It's alright, alright I don't care they think about me It's alright, they'll get it one day I love you, I'll follow you You are my, my life I will read my bible and pray I will follow you all day I don't care what it costs anymore Cos' you gave it all and I'm following you I don't care what it takes anymore No matter what happens I'm going your way I love you, I'll follow you You are my, my life I will read my bible and pray I will follow you all day All Day All Day now All Day Anyone around can see just how good you've been to me For all my friends that don't know you I pray that you would save them too comment?

The Sweeter Song [27 Jun 2005|08:06am] [ mood | --obedience is the way to go ] [ music | One Way ] Lord, I don’t think mabilis nangyari ang mga bagay-bagay. Siguro ang amiss lang, na hindi pure ang bawat actions ko dahil nagpadala ako sa emosyon. What you told me about my feelings was right, and I thank you that you gave that doubt in my heart, to not stretch the conclusion beyond the feeling. And now, I know that the decision and the commitment would come in a later time. In Your perfect time. I surrender my heart to you. You initiated this love story. You filled the lines when we were too reluctant to even recognize this gift before us. You allowed this truth to be revealed and for us to realize that it was You who is in control. And still, You are the one who tells us to wait patiently, until the time is right, until we are right and prepared, until You say so. This morning while he was walking and I was jogging, your truth hit me. I have sinned. Deep inside I wanted things to hurry things, to love him for the wrong reasons. I wanted to please myself and not You. While he wanted to walk and take it slow, I wanted the endorphin boost, I wanted the thrill, I wanted to rush things. I wanted to run the extra mile! Buti na lang mahal mo ko! Buti na lang pinigil mo kami. Bago pa man ako mapatid, mauntog sa lupa, at masugatan, natapilok na ako at naalipungatan. Hindi ko alam bakit mo sakin nireveal na mahal ko sya, hindi ko alam kung anong plano mo. Hindi ko alam kung kaya ba naming maghintay at panatilihing pure ang mga actions and intentions namin. Hindi ko alam bakit kailangan kong maghold back ngayon kahit na ikaw mismo ang nagsabing sya nga. Pero kahit hindi ko naiintindihan ang lahat, alam kong YOU know BEST. Alam kong mahal na mahal mo ko at hindi mo ko sasaktan at all cost. Alam kong this is for the good of us who love you. Whatever happened this past weeks happened for a beautiful purpose. If only for me to realize that I haven’t surrendered everything to you, then that is good reason enough. Thank you for getting me back on track. I’m happy at the change that I see in him. I’m happy at the change that I see in myself. Lord, I know that You are in control. You are writing this love story. Please don’t allow anyone to take the pen away from you, not even myself. In the end, in your perfect time, in your beautiful terms, love will find a way to make all of these happen again. 2 commented| comment?

Oh My Guts! Beautiful under Extreme Pressure [26 Jun 2005|01:16am] [ mood | -DOM dom DOM- ] [ music | I will - Allison Kraus ] Oo, sasama ako sa inyo mag ice-skates...kasama ng family mo!!! waaah!!! Waaah double!! Family event agad, this early ha?! hahaha! Pwede bang sa August na lang magbirthday ang sister mo para makapagprepare naman ako ng konti...hehehe!!! Gusto ko talaga sumama kaso ninerbyos ako bigla nung nalaman kong andun si Mrs.R__. But hey, wag mo nga akong tawanan kung napressure ako. ^_^ hello? Ikaw nga, isama kita bigla sa bahay kaharap ng scrutinizing eyes ng tatay ko at ng interrogation galore ng nanay ko, tingnan natin kung hindi matunaw lahat ng tapang mo. hehehe! Siguro kung iharap mo pa ko palagi kay Mam Ortega, kahit kay Mam Abad pa ng AS 101, mas keri yun. Pero yung one whole afternoon plus dinner with Mrs. R___, waaah!!! inhale, exhale, inhale, *pigil hininga, tigok* Di bale, Joy, kaya mo yan! Isipin mo na lang na June pa lang, finals na, uminom ka uli ng 5 cups ng kape (to be active), magjog ng 6.6 (3 rounds sa acad oval) for adrenalin and endorphin boost, and read your Bible for divine intervention!! Tandaang hindi lang si Mrs.R__ ang kakaharapin, pati ang pang-aalaska/lambing ng mga D'sisterette at Sya mismo. waaaah!!! Naku, kakailanganin mo yatang uminom ng 10 cups at magdasal ng isang buong araw!!! Paiitan mo ang kape para hindi ka agad mahimatay pagpunta mo dun! O cge na bata ka, pinasok mo yan eh! Panagutan mo! ====== IKAW, joke lang to ha. Gusto ko talaga sumama. ^_^ 1 commented| comment?

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